I have been stuck.
I know what I need to do to get healthy, but just haven’t been able to motivate myself to actually do it.
Since Christmas I have been yo-yoing and maintaining which is not what I want.
Last night I stopped a looked at my graduation picture. It was a great day and I felt so proud posing in my cap & gown. But underneath I was uncomfortable, self-conscious and fat. I hadn’t been able to wear what I wanted as it didn’t fit, and under the gown I felt horrible.
I don’t want to go back to that.
I like the changes I see in myself. I am beginning to like how I look. I am beginning to be able to wear clothes that make me feel good.
So. I’m drawing a line. No more excuses.
This is my life and my body and its my choice how I treat them. I am choosing to make a change and be healthy.