Stuck

I have been stuck.

I know what I need to do to get healthy, but just haven’t been able to motivate myself to actually do it.

Since Christmas I have been yo-yoing and maintaining which is not what I want.

Last night I stopped a looked at my graduation picture. It was a great day and I felt so proud posing in my cap & gown. But underneath I was uncomfortable, self-conscious and fat. I hadn’t been able to wear what I wanted as it didn’t fit, and under the gown I felt horrible.

I don’t want to go back to that.

Ever.

I like the changes I see in myself. I am beginning to like how I look. I am beginning to be able to wear clothes that make me feel good.

So. I’m drawing a line. No more excuses.

This is my life and my body and its my choice how I treat them. I am choosing to make a change and be healthy.

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